I was first diagnosed at 12 years old. now i am 19 with three overdoses in the past year. i struggle with severe binge eating, suicidal ideation, depression, and anxiety. and i was recently diagnosed with borderline. but i don't know if i really have bpd. i have been in rehab for a month and i am being asked to leave because they believe they cannot help me. i'm scared for the new facility, but with every new beginning comes new hope.