Recently I was in a fight with all of my friends. I had three and now I only have one. and it was because i was trying to do what I thought was best and it ended up backfiring on me. Now i have 1 friend and I am hopeless. Also today my sister decided she's gonna tell on me for having a boyfriend and I can't let him go. He has helped me become a better person and he's been there all the time for me. I can't lose him because he is my everything but now... he's super sad and depressed that I might leave and now I want to die because i cant live without him and my parents aren't the nicest when it comes to things like this so now Im scared.