There are 3 big fears in my life. Losing my parents, my job and my girlfriend. This year have been rough, because these 3 monsters happened to me, i didn't lose my job or my parents. But i lose my gf, then I understand that my anxiety is a big monster and it comes in form of low self esteem, distrust. Having anxiety it's a constant battle with your mind... with yourself and it's hard to be your own enemy. But I'm confident and with therapy I know someday I will rise and i will love myself. What keep my hopes high it's that even if I think I'm alone, there's a lot of people battling and never giving up. At the end we are all trying.