Sometimes being a girl is little hard in this Society, where we’ve been forced to show only our perfect sides. My day today life is a battlefield with my own body. Even though i look awesomely fine from outside from inside i am being eaten by many monsters. Suffering from anxiety, stress due to a chronic illness and going through various surgeries while being in 24h pain is unimaginable to someone. Even i wonder how did i ever survived this far. My chronic illness brought me to where i had to give up my amazing full time job as a graphic designer, but never gave up believing in my dreams and goals. What most sadistic is when ever i open up about my emotions, people complain it's disturbing it’s annoying and my most important friends have completely started to ignore me. Some days are unimaginably hard to keep going. Balancing daily activities, freelance work and acting normal. When my doctors get confused without a proper diagnosis they assume I’m suffering from depression. and its so stressful. Theres so much to say but this little space isn’t enough. But I am thankful for Jessica Walsh and her team for creating this platform to share our thoughts. And Thank you Jessica for inspiring me in my design career!!