My parent and I have a very toxic relationship that has made us into the worst version of ourselves. So much so that just the word home gave me a lot of anxiety. Today I braved myself to speak up, wanted to have proper conversation as adults, but as always, "parents are always right". That's when i realized, regardless of whose right or wrong, regardless of the family ties, we are toxic for each other in our own way, and to be a better version of ourselves, we have to stay from each other lives.