‪I used to always think would anyone miss me or even care if I ended it all. Sometimes I still have those thoughts. I am told to talk to someone but I also have social anxiety as well. It doesn’t help when someone says just talk to someone. I do sleep but I wake up 2-3 times a night 3-4 times a week. I tell people I am tired and I am told I should not be tired being so young. It doesn’t matter how old you are. I always wonder why I couldn’t be “normal”. ‬