I'm not sure how it started. I just guess that my brain make me feel emotions in a overwhelming way. For ages I was told I was just "sensitive" but at the age of 23 (after breaking up with my former boyfriend) I experienced what was finally called depression. I fought...I tried to smile but the pain was making me feel a shit. I started to take antidepressants and never stop fighting this "parasite". Now, 5 years after, I'm sinking again and I'm afraid I could stop fighting. I'm stuck, my thoughts are stuck, I should let go but I really don't know how and I don't know if I really want to. We are all here, we are all fighting.