I wish that my ex treated me badly or cheated on me so I could forget him easier! He broke up with me because of a not-too-far relationship while we were still in love! Now I am in a same city with him, we are still seeing each other sometimes ... as friends. I know that I am always happier with him since I still love him, still care about him so much. I have to bury all of those truths in the bottom.of my heart. What a bitter sweet feeling!