No one really understood what I had to go through every single day. They all thought I was being dramatic. I wanted to end it all, and contemplated suicide until I realized I deserve better. A second chance to try. My thoughts were controlling me and I had to take back control of myself. I stopped everything and started over, and to be honest it was the hardest thing I ever had to do. Being abused and bullied by everyone I loved only taught me to love myself more and only need myself. Depression is real. And it can kill you if you stop fighting for yourself. There is always a door left to unlock. I’m so glad I believed in myself and wasn’t afraid to build myself all over again.