I know that i am depressed and i know that i need urgent help but something stopping me from getting it.my health is Detroit,i don't do the things i loved so so much i practically stopped eating. I know i shouldn't be doing this but as i said something stopping me from being normal again,being happy again..i wanna get out of it but just but..i just caged up myself and my mind my heart is not letting me be free.i simply don't give a damn about my life anymore. And i am scared that i don't, i am scared that this isn't gonna be alright in the end.this is something gonna end me in the end.