I'm a happy person, I'm everyone's little miss Sunshine but what they don't know is I've been hiding a part of me that is unwelcome to our society. It started when I was 4th year highschool. I had a problem and as a teenager it took my world for me to move on from that situation. I've guarded my heart from the things that might hurt me. I talk to people but I don't trust them, but what I didn't know is that I cannot protect myself from my emotions. I am weak, from time to time I think about things that are not problems but thinking makes me tired. It doesn't stop from getting tired, you just want your head to stop because whenever you think about something, it gets difficult and it complicates things. I am emotionally exhausted from doing this every-single-day. I just want someone to talk to me and don't judge me and embrace my situation. I want to be free. I want to love myself. I want to get help because I don't want to spend the rest of my life living with this emotions everyday. I know it's not too late and I want to breakthrough like everyone else.